Change

Hey guys, I have had so much going on recently, and its getting harder to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm not sure about you, but I like to get comfortable with something and stick to it, whether its my job, or my friendship circle....that kind of thing. 

Now at the moment I am currently facing an upheaval in my job life. It has taken me a little over a year to struggle my way into this position, constantly pushing myself through confidence issues, only to potentially lose my job security. 

I am unsure of things to come and I feel like I am balanced precariously on the edge of something about to happen... like the calm before the storm. I am not sure whether to try and embrace the new changes about to unfold in a job I am just making do with, or to try and finally break out of this restrictive shell that has held me back for so long and finally do something for me...but what?

Any ways all I can do is try, chin up, stiff upper lip and put up a fight. I find it hard to remember that I am worth fighting for, that it is my life and I should take the bull by the horns. This is a totally different post to what I usually do, but I think I needed an outlet to help me manage everything swirling round.

Hopefully a more positive post next time guys. Thanks for reading, Bye xx